La Dolce Vita

You still held the Key to my Heart

when I close my eyes I see your face,

but when I open them it’s like I have fallen from grace.

when I hear the sweet melody

of the song that reminds me of you and me

I get shivers down my spine

my heart races to try and make you mine.

I miss you with every day that passes me.

I will never forget

the days you made me laugh,

the days you would surprise me,

and the days you would impress me.

I also can’t forget the stormy nights

and the horrible fights.

yet putting that aside;

I promised I would always love you,

I only wish you knew how much that was.

You once said that you felt like life with me was like a dream,

a sweet dream you didn’t want to wake up from.

It’s time for me to wake up from my dream,

because you have risen from yours.

That life is over;

you have awoken from a 100 years sleep.

But my love will always run deep

within my veins, heart and soul.

You never forget your first love,

but its time I let go.

Effortless

I was just thinking about how things have turned out in my life… from every small detail to every accomplishment i have made withinn this last year of my life. Has turned out to be such a sucsess… Others before me have done it and have made it seem so effortless..

How is it that its been so HARD for me? I dont regret anything, and it is true

“what hasnt killed me has made me that much stronger”